Dherai barsha agadiko (2031 sal) kura ho. Tes bela ma nepalma rashtriya Bikash Sewa (ra Bi se) karyakram antargat tribhuwan bishwobidya layama. Adhyayanarat bidyarthi harule ek barsha gaaun ko school haruma padhaunu parthyo. Tesai karyakram antargat hamro banepa ko school (school ko naam diyo bhane tesa bela padhaune shikshikako naam khulne dar bhayekole school ko naam ullekh garna asamartha chhu) pani ek jana shikshika padhauna aaunu bhayeko thiyo.
Hamro ghar school ko najikai bhayeko ra pahile pani ek jana shikshika basisaknu bhayeko le naya aayeko shikshika pani hamro gharko dhansara mai basnu bhayo. Tyo belama ma 10 class ma padhthe. Gau ma 10 class ma padne ko umer ni dherai hunthyo. mero ni 19 vaisakeko thiyo.
Gaaun ko school ko angreji kamajor hune nai bhayo. Mero buba sanaima bitnu bhayekole, ma tuhurole anta gayera tuition padhna sakne awastha pani thiena.
Tesaile shikshikale malai angrejiko tuition padhai dine bicharle meri aamalai bhannu bhayo, “ramu ko angreji kamajor chha, ma yeslai bihana beluka angreji ko tuition padhai dinchhu” (yadyapi wah bhugol shikshika hunuhunthyo). Mero aamale tuition ko paisako aasha bhanda pani wahko kapada dhune ra pakayeko bhanda pakhalidine aasha garnu bhayeko rahechha. Aamale “paisa dina naparne bhaye hunchha, ma kaam garidinchhu” bhannu bhayo.
tesaile miss le malai bihana-beluka padhauna thalnubhayo.
Ek din magh ko rati 9 bajeko thiyo (gaaunma bijuli nabhayekale rati 9 bajda madhyarat jastai hunthyo). Jhari pariraheko thiyo. Misle bhannubhayo, “jhari pariraheko chha, kina gharma janchhau ra? Yehi dhansarma nai sutihalnu.” maile “yo jadoma ke odhne ta, miss?” bhanera sodhe. Wahle bhannubhayo, “masanga sleeping bag chha, tesailai odher sutihalchhau.”
Ma kahilei sleeping bag nadekheko manchhe, sleeping bag kasto hunchha bhanera dekhne utsukatale “hunchha” bhanidiye.
Tesapachhi miss le sleeping bag diyera padheko gundrima sutna bhannubhayo. Pahilo patak sleeping bagma pasda thailo bhitra chhirejasto lagyo. Tara nyano bhane gharko sirakabhanda badhi bhayo. Missle dhansarko jhyalbata meri aamalai bolayera bhannu bhayo, “pani pariraheko chha, ramu yehi sutchha hai.” aamale pani “nai” bhanne kuro bhayena.
Miss le laltin nibhaunu bhayo ra sutiyo madhye raat tira pisab lagyo ra uthda ta miss ta nidaunu bhayeko rahenachha ki ke ho. wahale sodhnu bhayo pisab lagyo ki ke ho? ma pani pisab pherna janchhu hida bhanera torch light balnu bhayo bahira gayera pisab pherera aayepachhi bhannu bhayo tala gundrima dar lage yehi khatma aayera suta. maile dar lachhaina bhane pachhi hunchha ta suta bhannu bhayera waha khatma janu bhayo.
tara tesapachhi ta waha nai tala ma suteko gundrima aayera masanga tasiyera sutna thalnu bhayo mata ke garau ke garau bhaye mislai kehi bhanne kuro pani bhayena tesapachhi ta wahale sleepingbag ko chain kholera mero gula tira po haat lyauna thalnubhayo.
Mero ta jiu siringa huna thalyo tara ma ta machine jastai. miss le je garepani kehi bhanna nasakne sthitima thiye miss le mero lado chalauna thalnu bhayo gau ko sojho manxe maile ta ahile samma chholeko pani thina tesaile ladoko chhala pani pharkeko thiyena tara chalauda lado ta sankana thalyo miss le mero haat wahako dudhma lagera chyappa parna lagaunu bhayo maile dudh samatda wahata si..Si … aa …aa… garna thalnu bhayo tes rati tyatikai ma aaba suta bhannu bhayo ra aaphu pani khat ma janu bhayo.
Bholi beluka dekhi ta miss le aama sanga bhanera wahako kothama nai padhe pachhi sutna swikriti linubhayo.bholi palta bata ta miss le malai khatma sangai sutauna thalnu bhayo wahale tel lagayera merolado ko chhala pharkai dinubhayo.
wah dudh chusna lagayera paltinu bhayo ma pani wahako dudh chusna thale wahale ek hatle dudh samatna bhannu bhayo maile tyo pani gare miss ta si.. Si.. Si.. Si.. Garna thalnu bhayo ra uthnu bhayo ra mero bharkharai chhala pharkeko lado chalauna thalnu bhayo lado ko chhala tala mathi garera chholna thale pachhi ta malai bhitrai kaukuti lagna thalyo ra ekachhin pachhi ta jiu siringa hune gari seto padartha niskyo.
Ma ta jhasanga bhaye tara tyo nai rahechha jindagi ko pahilo phusi jharai tyo pani miss ko hat bata aba bholi palta dekhi ta mero dainik rutin rati bhayepachhi miss ko dudh samatera sumsumyaune, miss le lado chalayera chholdine huna thalyo yesari chholda malai pani ramailo lagna thalyo pratyek rati miss le malai 2/3 patak chholidinu hunthyo tara chikna bhane lagaunu bhaena phusi jharna thalepachhi ta keta haruko swar pani dhodro hudo rahechha
Maile aaphu lai nikai pariwartan bhayeko mahasus garna thale aba ta lado pani nikai thulo huna thalyo aaphai pani chholna thalye
Yasari 8/10 din bite pachhi ek rati miss le mero sabai kapada kholera nangai banaunu bhayo ra aaphu pani nangai hunubhayo laltin ko ujyaloma 23/24 barshako miss ko sarir ta sachchai lobh lagdo thiyo tyo samjhada aaj pani ma romanchit hunchhu.
ekadam ramro mileko sarir, gulabi munta bhayeka thikkako dudh ra bhutla teti dherai naako putiko gulabi phankaharu kya ramra dekhieka …. lalatin ko madhuro ujyaloma duwai jana nangai bhaye pachhi miss le mero lado ta mukhma po halera chusna thalnu bhayo.
Maile lado mukh ma halera chusne bhanne ta socheko pani thiina.
Tara pani lado chusda ta ek prakarko aananda po huna thalyo miss le mukhma halera lado chusda ta mero jiunai siringa huna thalyo ra bhitra bhitra aananda aauna thalyo missle jati jati chusnu hunthyo teti nai mero uttejana badhdai thiyo.Yesari karib 5 minute jati chuse pachhi miss le aaphno puti tarpha isara gardai chikna bhannu bhayo.
Ma misko mathi chadhera putima lado ghusarna khojdai thiye tetinai bela miss le ek haatle mero lado samatera aaphno puti tira sojhyaunu bhayo bhane arko haat le puti chyatna thalnu bhayo ra malai putima lado ghusarna bhannu bhayo maile putiko mukhma ladao lagera ghusarna khojeko ta puti ekadam chiplo jasto lagyo sayad miss le puti bata nikai paani phyaknu bhayeko thiyo puti ma mero tatieko lando pasauna khoje pahila pasdai pasena. Puti ekadam chiplo bhayepani lado pasna bhane nikai gahro bhai raheko thiyo.
Ma pani pahilo patak chikna lageko kehi thaha thiena tesaile jodd garera chhirauna pani sakina teti kaima missle malai bessari aaphno khuttale kasera samaunu bhayo ra haatko angalole badhnu bhayo tetinai bela missko rasilo puti bhitra mero lado lwamma chhiryo ahileko mero anubhabma miss pani teti khera chikna ko anubhabi hunu hunthen jasto lagchha sayed wahale tyo bhanda pahile nachikeko pani huna sakchha missle malai khutta ra hatle angaloma chyappa kasi rakhnu bhayo ra miss pagal jastai bhayera ghari mero gala ghari mero oth ghari gardan chumi rahanu bhayeko thiyo. Maile pani anayasamai aaphno oth misko mukhma jodera oth chusna thale. Missko chhatika dudh pani maddai thiye.
aba ta malai pura maja aairahko thiyo. Uttejana jhan jhan badhdai thiyo. Belabelama missko mukhbata “gunn,,,,guna” niskadai thiyo. Miss aru pani kehi barbarayeko jasto garnuhudai thiyo tara mero mukh miss ko mukhaima jodiyeko ra jibro chusi rahekole aawaj aairaheko thiena. 10 minute machchiye pachhi mero lado skhalit bhayo. “kachyakaऽऽऽऽऽ kachcha…ऽऽऽऽऽ kachchaऽऽऽऽऽkwancha… ऽऽऽऽऽkwancha” chyakka… phachcha…phachchu.Phusi jhare pachhi bhane ma sithil bhayera miss ko angalo bata umkana khojdai thiye
Tar pani kehi ber samma miss le malai aaphno angaloma kasera rakhi rahanu bhayo ekachhin pachhi miss ko kasai khukulo hudai gayo ra ma missko angalo bata mukta bhaye jibanko pahilo chikai khasai bishesh tarikale nabhaikana Yasari nai sakiyo sayad sabaiko pahilochikaiko anubhab yastai hunchhahola tyo rati jamma 4 patak chikiyo ra pratek patak ko chikai bilkulai bhindai bhindai anubhab bhayo bholi palta dekhi ta ma pratek din ratiko pratichhyama basna thale kehi raatko chikai pachhat ma pani anubhabi chikuwa keto huna thale pratyek rati pahila missle mero lado chusnu hunthyo ra tesapachhi chikna thaltheu.
Chikdai jada aaphai bibhinna chikai ko tarika haru pani thaha huna thalyo kahile ubhyayera,kahile koltyayera, kahile kukurko pojisan ma …pharak pharak pojisanma chikna thaliyo. tara misle puti chatna ahile samma bhannu bhayena.
wahale lado bhane sadhai chusnu hunthyo hamro chikai pani nirantar hudai thiyo ra kasai lai pani yo barema sanka thiyena ma pani ekadam chikaru huna thale lado pani 7 inch size ko ra ekdam daro (daura jasto) huna thalyo ek raat chikna napauda pani ke napuge, ke napuge jasto huna thalyo. yesari nai din bitdai gaye ma pani chikna ma khappis hudai gaye.
banepa ma pratyek barsha chaite dashaima thulo mela lagne gardachha. aba chaite dashai aauna lagekole miss lai wahako jastai rastriy bikasasewa (ra wi se ) karya kramko sathi missle wahale padhaune school ma chaite dashaiko chhuttima bolaunu bhayo.
Hamro ghar bata mela lagne thau karib 8 ghanta ko hidai pachhi matra puginchha missle malai aama sanga bhanera waha sangai lanu hune bhayo arule dekhda ma pani miss sangai wahako jhola bokera gausahar jane bhaye tara wastawik kuro ta miss ra malai matrai thaha thiyo.
chaitra ashtamima banepa ma kalikako mandirma thulo mela lagne bhayeko le hami aghillo din nai pugiyo ra wahako sathiko derama baseu aaja ji si aa ( Jilla Sikshya Adhikari) aayera miss ko kothama basne bhayera hola teha kukhura ra raksiko bando basta pani bhayo, beluka (ji si a) pani aaunu bhayo tehi 55/60 barsha jatiko budho , moto chasma lagayeko ghyampo jatro pet bhayeko budho rahechha miss ko sathi ra (ji si a) le maja sanga raksi ra masu khanu bhayo tara mero missle bhane alikati matrai raksi chakhnu bhayo.
Ma ta keta keti manchhe khane kurai bhayena tespachhi khana khaiyo aba sutau bhanera malai ra mero mislai sangaiko kothama sutna lagayera ji si a ra miss ko sathi aarko kothama sutnu bhayo dui kothako bichma kathko phalek le chhutyeko hunale yeta boleko kura uta ra uta boleko kura yeta prasta suninthyo ra phalek ko kapbata yatabata uta pani dekhna sakinthyo.
Ma ra miss bhane sutnuko sato phalek ko gap bata ji si a ra mis ko sathi ko chartikala herna thaleu lalatin ko madhuro ujyaloma sabai kura haru prasta sanga dekhna ra sunna sakinthyo.
Duwai janale purai kapada kholera nangai bhaye pachhi ji si a le ubhiyerai misko dudh chalauna thalyo ra puti tira aula lana thalyo ra ghati tira kiss garna thalyo. Ghari nidhar tira ta ghari gala tira kiss garthyo tesapachhi ji si a budho ochhyanma uttano bhayera paltyo miss le tesko jiu sumsumyaudai lado chusna thalnu bhayo lado ta mero bhanda sano rahechha tara geda bhane mane kasaudi jatro thulo rahechha. 69 pojisan ma usle pani puti chatna thalyo ra karib aadha ghanta jati chuse pachhi balla usko lado thankeko jasto dekhina thalyo.
Tesapachhi mislai kukur pojisan ma basna lagaer ji si a le pachhadi bata lado ghusarna thalyo mis bhane dukhyo ali bistarai garnos bhanera bhanna thalnu bhayo bastavma usle ta putima nabhai chakma chikna khojeko rahechha misle dukhyo bhanera karauna thale pachhi usle ladoma thuk lagaye ra chak ko puwalma thuk lagaera ghusarnat halyo usle ta chak ma lado ghusarera bhitra bahira gardai chakko philama pyat pyat hirkaudai chikna thalyo
mis pani aba aananda manera aa … aa …. Mero uncle ….aaahhh mero uncle Mero ankala… yo chhori lai majale chiknos bhandai karauna thalnu bhayo tara ji si a bhane 2mineta mai khalas bhaechha kyare lado bahira nikalera kapadale pochhna thalyo ra danga ochhyanma paltyo
tar mislai dherai nai imosan aaechha kere tyasaile palteko ji si a ko lado chalaudai chusdai garna thalnu bhayo tara lado thankadai thankiena jhan ji sia ta nidaer ghurna thalyo.yata hamro kothama pani hami dubai jana nango bhaer 69pojisanma lado chusna ra puti chatna thalyau;
ekachhin pachhi maile pani mislai kukur pojisan ma danadan dine bicharle mislai ghopto parna bhane tar misle chakma nachik bhaner ghopto parnu bhayo maile kukur ko aasan ma kukurle chikeko jhai pachhadi bata danadan lada़o bhitra bahir ani duita hat chanhi misko dudh ma gardai chikna thale miss bhandai hunu hunthyo come on babu ajhai fast .Chik babu chika.. Maja sanga chik.
A… a… a.. Mero raphtar gayo bhitra bahirabhitra bahir 10 minet jati. Ani tyas pachhi mislai uttano parna lagaer pheri danadan lado bhitra bahir ani mukh chanhi misko dudh ma gardai chikna thale 20 minet jati chikda balla balla jharyo.
jisi a le jiskyaeko mis pani yo sabai heri rahanu bhaeko rahechha ra hamro kothama aaer aba ma chikchhu bhandai mero lado sumsumyauna thalnu bhayo ekai chhinma mero lado utikai sarho bhayo lado tetikai thankeko thankekai bhayo ra mis ko sathi lai chikna thale tar ji si a le jasto chak mahoina ki putima nai chike aajko rati pani 2 jana mislai 2/2 patak chike yasari aru 2 raat chikepachhi mela bata hami pharkyou ghar pharkane belama mero mis sanga aba pheri bhetne kura gardai malai 100 rupaya pani dinu bhayo.